UGH where have I been???

Sheesh one would think I had been out on holiday or some shit. Not even close! I have been spending my days trying to juggle housework, homeschooling, playtime outside, online responsibilities, and scrapboooking. Seems I have so much in the air that none of it is getting done well.

When it comes to homeschooling Talon....I feel like I never get it right. Yeah we do stuff, but overall I feel that I have always forgotten to get something in everyday. No matter what we do I still feel like I have not done my best at the homeschooling thing. Actually looking at it rationally from a medicated point of view (yeah prozac!) I must be doing something right. I mean he reads well and is well behaved and very smart. I just guess I hate the fact that I am not on a "schedule". Tyler has tried so hard over the years to make me see the benifits of them, but I just hate them. So everyday is different. Isnt that the way life really is?

The other place I have been hiding out is in the pool. See photo of my child mid-air in one of 100s of jumps he likes to do everyday. Since spring/summer has come on we have spent at least 2 hours a day everday in the pool. Morning, Noon, Night, it does not matter. We love to swim and we love the sun! Funny how moving away from Oregon will make you appreciate the hell outta the sun. Hell I thought we were the palest people I had ever seen. We could have slipped in with a group of goths and no one would have been the wiser. Well ok so maybe the overalls would have given us away.....but we were white! ghostly white!

that is all for now. i have much to do and not much time to do it in. Tyler has hurt her back and is in the chair now. She has been home for 2 days from work. I feel terriable for her. I wish there was something I could do to help her feel better. But with this type of low back thing there is not really much anyone can do. Just wait and hope.

toodles,
cerridwen